Today din cover alot of things like usually.. but Vic surprisingly is a gd studying partner n listener.. mebbe we tok too much cok la, but its always nice to haf an old fren to confide in... Anyway its realli a miracle dat our p6 ppl still close pals. Alp still close, Weixin n Johnson n Vic no change.. after 6 years, most ppl like lose contact wif their childhood frens.. but den it seems if the thread remains unbroken, the bonds grow stronger, n will nv break.. yep, I believe we will last thru time, better den any sec or jc grp, becos of the trust we haf in each other, n the fact that we know each other too well... yep... hope it remains this way..

Anyway, had a long chat.. abt this depression thingy of mine.. Den I come to the conclusion, dat mebbe its juz not meant to be la.. First of all, no common interest, den diff sch and backgrnd... plus cant even tok, heck even Johnson can chat better den me.. its like, gap too wide, attraction only superficial.. For things to work out, ppl muz haf something to work on; I cant find anything at the moment.. OK, thats the rough part, Im feeling the pain.. as in realli realli hollow pain, the kind u cant find an andidote one.... On the other hand, anything is possible. Believe dat its not juz a flash of the moment, but something real n possible beneath it.. well, any thing oso muz wait after A lvls.. den see how la.. In the mean time I juz stop thinking of this.. Future more impt. If its meant to be, it will happen.

"Attraction on the surface is like a bitter chocolate with sugar coating in a child's hand. The child will only finish the sweet covering and throw it away, as he fails to taste and appreciate the true flavour the chocolate holds for him, even though it is the very bitter taste that belies the purpose of the morsel in the first place. Hence, the fascination is only temporary and superficial, never meant to last or to be savoured, much less remembered and cherished"

Realli exhausted this few days... tmr will be a round up of the hols. A few highs, a few lows... who ever said anything was perfect?