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Friday, August 13, 2004

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K I'm back... Address has been changed to the one above, due to some reasons which I cannot divulge.. you know who you are, I'm not going after you because I have too much on my plate at the moment.. if you were once my friend, please don't pull this kind of publicity stunt. It's really a bloody waste of time. And I don't think it's a crime having a blog. Not happy, don't look..

Had a week one rather forgets.. had some meetings I didn't want, plus broke a few promises I wanted to keep. Like Miss Wong says, I'm "incubating", in my hole where no one can reach me. But I'm climbing out. At least I think I am.. Trying to study with Sl and Reubs, think they have been a pillar of support, really appreciate that... gotta get my act together soon, otherwise even after A lvls won't have the guts to go after what I want. I can't reveal now, or it'll be a major distraction, be it success or rejection.. but hope is always there lol.. All the teachers are damn worried about me, and I'm sorry to for the trouble I've been causing. But really, I can't exorcise the demons in my head now... typical me. Note: temporarily under control.

Went for the SP competition last week.. we got 2nd, behind NYP again.. Damnit, we almost won. I though we had it in the bag after I destroyed the national no. 2.. but somehow Xd managed to screw up. Sometimes I wonder what gives him his confidence, esp when I don't see his points.. HaiZ. Yh screwed up 4 times, Xd twice, me once. Haha, won 6 out of 7, no wonder they need me =D .. but I'm not going back. Maybe for the colours dinner, if we are invited. But please, no more weiqi. I have more pressing matters at hand. As my cousin says, "don't farking screw up your A lvls." Since he has more experience in all matters, I shall listen to him for once.. Prelims coming in like 2 weeks? I know I can get AAAA, I know I can do it... I need the reassurance, the steadying factor, the confidence in myself. Be it science or arts, its the same. However, there is this feeling of unfinished business...

National day holiday's been less then great, spent the time running here and there, trying to catch up with my work only to be blinded during my visit to CMPB (btw, I'm pes B, worst luck).. knocked me out for six hours, they put some stuff in my eyes >< .. buay tahan sia.. Only had fun on friday, playing, yes AGAIN, dotA, where I made a fool of myself (damn shaman). Can't remember what happened on monday, but somehow I didn't watch NDP.. haven't watched for the last few years, somehow reasons here and there pop up. Anyway good luck for the econs exam tomorrow guys.. hope you all do well.

This blog is my life. Don't make a joke out of it.

_'Jx]- faded at 9:10 PM