Thursday, August 19, 2004
Prelims sia...
Yes, I'm home early today, about 8 hours earlier... It's damn near to prelims now. Still can remember that time when I first started this blog; it was just before CT.. can maintain until now, should be considered an achievement? Lol... Next week GP prelims, and my results still quite disgusting.. can't seem to get above 30 for compre :s seriously quite screwed up... getting beaten by Mh is not fun, not fun at all. Plus 2 science practicals next week, what a nightmare.. I swore never to do another practical after O' lvls, and now I'm at it again.. fate just hates me..... Just hope I do well for this sat's maths mock exam, give me a bit of confidence. And it's my mom's birthday today. What a rush man.. but I will buy something for her. Definitely.
Nothing much happened over the past few days, ya.. I deleted the previous blog; it seemed to serve no purpose... Been studying, doing questions with Rbs and Sl.. surprisingly qutie productive working with them :D .. piaing maths like siao.. sometimes I wonder what could have been if I had worked harder for the past 1 1/2 years. Maybe S Papers? Then I can moan about my arts dream again. As I'm writing this, I juzt realised that I'm supposed to pei Sl go make bus pass, damn.. HaiZ, must apologise to him later lol. If we didn't go play lan, would have saved 97 dollars over the past 3 days. Funny how things turn out.. Anyway, I overheard a bunch of girls (2 erbus and one not-so-erbu) gossiping damn loudly about their love lives.. almost puked into my sundae la, when that fat girl said she had "experience" in matters of the.. ahem.. bedsheets. Come on man, or erbu.. what is there to be proud of? But one thing I notice is, girls seem to talk about anything to their close friends, even their darkest secrets, even the small things are never left untouched... That set me wondering. Am I being appreciated, or laughed at? Or worse still, ignored? Can't do anything about it, but just makes me feel very curious and sad. Don't even know how I'm going to approach you after A lvls.. but things will work out, though for the better or worse I do not know.. 2 1/2 more months more anyway.. I'm dying, not out of stress but boredom... And squirming with anticipation.
_'Jx]- faded at 2:58 PM