2 days before prelims. I can't believe I've been studying, yet still so ill-prepared. Going to let down all my teachers, my parents, my friends... Is one year really so hard to catch up?

I keep going back to various events earlier this year for the past few days.. whether academic, friendships, hardships; its been a long year. Particular events I remember are the Lanke Cup, street soccer tournament, the dance concert, Malaysia, HELP camp.... The words said, some etched firmly in my brain..

Before facing the weiqi giants ("I don't care what I said before about us being underdogs, I didn't come here to be 2nd to HC..");
Leo ("If I can't go with you as a friend, let me be your shield behind..");
Salas ("Sincerity can outfight anything")
Ky at HELP sercurity ("If you believe, really anything is possible. Setbacks make you stronger..")
At bus stop ("So... your concert more important than my college day?" "Ya! of course..")
J Lim ("When you do the paper, you are not the only one worrying about whether you can do it.."
Km at sch toilet ("Let's go let's go.. I promised you..")
Zy at GP ("Smile..")

There are others, but these are the few magical moments.. Speaking of moments, yesterday was a crazy one. During class at Dr Chan, I sat in the middle of all the girls la.. and this girl whom I've known for a long time but never said anything, sat so close to me that we were touching.. then I could smell her hair, which was quite a nice smell.. I admit I was squirming, but what do you expect? Damn, no choice, the room was so cramp.. she was almost sitting on my lap. Seriously didn't enjoy it, even though she was quite ok looking... got laughed at when I went back to Wx's house to study.....

Darn, no Yi Tian tonight. I'm quite sad.