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Friday, October 15, 2004


If last friday was a long day, this fri, which is today, which is the tomorrow of yesterday and the yesterday of tomorrow, was even longer.. 1 hr of physics, 2 hrs of math, 4 hrs of chem.. plus I had to run out of school twice, first back home then coro... Panting like a mad dog; trust me, the main gate path is a nightmare. In the sweltering heat, plus the distance one has to cover, going by it twice isn't fun at all. Then I rushed back to Bishan to get prelim papers from a friend after chem, then ran to AMK to print and bind stuff, and then.. yea, you get the idea. Seriously knocked out tonight. Seriously wondered if I wasn't seeing double, but Shuang Han's sister had to turn up. So I'm confused.

Physics was fast.. Mr Lim covered all my queries without breaking sweat, though his mucus was abundant. Darn, I feel so damn stupid lol.. somehow my questions were too easy. Mr Lim flicked them away like annoying flies; I wrestled with titans which translated into physics theories and equations. Math session was better, and ya, my math is improving... I can't say much about chem because I was brain-dead by then.. Haiz, Mr Gwee is a victim of circumstances which has already hung me by the neck. I will work hard, I promise.

Rushed down in a cab to meet her, and ya, what happened was damn irritating, and I can't blame anyone but myself. She waited for me for like quite long, then in turn I waited at her void deck for some time too... rather a waste of time. In the end, she wasn't too happy, and I was a bit pissed. Didn't know what to say, because my brain stopped working some time ago.. and since Reubs was with me, I think she wasn't at ease too. Reubs is a good friend, but his gay image is omnipresent.. Haiz, I screwed it again, but can't be helped. So I left without saying much. Maybe next time.. Kiamin was right.. She wanted to revise on her own. Blinded by my selfish desires and inferiority complex, I had to make her look bad. I don't deserve anything really. Maybe thats why not many words came out, and I could only stare at her... To make this day more interesting, some woman started to preach to us at the bus stop, about taking care of crippled children, or rather, the less fortunate. She was quite ok really, what she said made sense, so me and Reubs really appreciated her effort.. and ya, instead of complaining so much about our lives, why not step into the shoes of others.. like Atticus Finch once told Scout, ".. you never really understand a person until you step into his skin and walk around in it.." Lit is so lovely, pity I let it go.. This nice lady also wished us luck in out exams haha. To end off the day, I paid $10.40 for printing Reubs' chem notes. So I'm like thirty down today, with no relief in sight. So, no more open house visit for me tomorrow.. I need a rest, my eyes are closing... At least not rejected. Yet.

_'Jx]- faded at 10:56 PM