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Tuesday, November 30, 2004
It's just been.. what, 5 days? And my newfound freedom has certainly taken a turn for the worse. Wish I could think of a better word than that, but with the dire circumstances facing me, I can't really rack up any useful adjectives to use.
Firstly, it's been nothing but boredom.. Reubs and Taffy flying off to France and Hong Kong respectively hasn't made things easier. Leo is occupied by his own business, Salas refuses to come out.. really nothing to do. Alphis and Gan have their own stuff to settle, so that effectively puts soccer out of the picture for now. I've kind of lost contact with my secondary school friends.. except the unpleasant encounter with Xianghui and Weilin this morning on route to the gym.
Secondly, when I talk about boredom, it means I'm not having fun. I've got tons of stuff to settle actually.. like my prom clothes, class chalet.. plucking out my wisom teeth and making braces, contact lenses and crap. I don't feel like doing it. Facing the hills of notes on my study table hasn't exactly made things better.. damn I'm in a foul mood.
Kk, perhaps all this is due to my mental state now. I'm trapped in this whirlpool, flapping my hands desperately to get out, in the mean time closing my eyes tightly, refusing to face the situation.. so that if I die, I perish without knowing the true cause. People squeal "Coward!!" but I don't really care. Sooner or later I'll have to face up to her, but right now I wish things would settle down.. I can't think; my head hurts. I snap at everyone, including my parents and brother.. I don't find any pleasure in games anymore, and I especially detest looking at the computer now, except for blogging. There's no one to talk to, no one no one at all. And I lost another friendship last night.. he wanted money more than anything; so damn irritating. I can't just try for 30 dollars, she's worth way more than that. I was stupid and foolish, only seeing the truth now.. Jinhui has been a brick though, thanks bud.
Maybe it'll be better after prom night. Yet, I'll be off to Taiwan, damnit. Wasting my precious holiday. Screw all this la.
_'Jx]- faded at 9:09 PM
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