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Friday, January 07, 2005


It's Not Meant To Be by Andy Lim


I roll about in my bed,
Thoughts of you running through my head.
These thoughts are keeping me awake,
For losing you I just can't take.

You were like an angel sent from heaven,
Picking me up when I was down.
And in my foolish mind you were the one
The one I have been looking for.

But like an angel you appeared,
You were always out of reach
All I can do is hold on to,
A dream I just can't grip.

You told me that I don't bother you,
But inside I know I do
I know that I've never truly meant,
Anything to you

Should I carry on in my fantasy,
While the world leaves me behind?
No one can ever catch a dream,
So why should I even try?

But the thought of me loving you,
And you loving me too.
It pulls me back to holding on,
To the dream that is called you.

Your smiles are always bright,
Your laughter oh so warm
But then I feel a chill inside,
When I know I don't belong

All I'll ever be to you,
Is a friend you once knew
There won't be any sparks between us,
When I'm just someone new.

They say love is like a flame.
That it burns you up inside
And smoke will rise to blind your eyes
Till you cannot see the light.

Perhaps that's why I hold on tight
To something I know that will never be mine
Or is it your grace, your smile that blinds
That causes me to lose all reason and mind.

I guess I misread your smiles and grace
From pity I turned it into embrace
All you felt was sympathy for me
Is that the reason you humour me?

I'm sorry for me bugging you
Sorry for being such a fool
I guess we'll never be more than friends
And I'll just have to be content.

Like a soul who's afraid of dying,
Will never learn to live.
I'm a guy, who's afraid of losing,
And will never learn to give.

_'Jx]- faded at 11:33 PM