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Sunday, August 21, 2005


It isn't healthy abstaining from writing. Events pile up, and there's no way all the stuff can be compiled into an entry. I'm freaking lazy, so I'll just use point form.. an old friend did that during Sec 2 Lit test, and he scored 80 marks lower. But there shouldn't any problems here..


1) I didn't get 3 extra guard duties. 20 orderly duties instead. I have no idea which is worse.. being the normal human being I am, I'm inclined to be pissed with the verdict.

2) Aced the SAR21 test. But so did everyone else. It was hilarious the way it was conducted.. a total contrast to BMT.

3) Dance concert postponed to Dec. I'm not even sure if I should go. Though I already agreed.. Damnit.

4) Got knocked out of the pool competition on Wed to a medic. But gained my sergeants' respect with some skilled shots.

5) Saw the next batch of 40 SAR sergeants (combat), and most of them are my BMT mates. Shaun and Sebastian are in Archer, which is a stroke of luck.

6) Ran 10km, came in second again. I was so disappointed that I forgot to be tired. It's miraculous how a change of mood can take away the fatigue.

7) I officially have an attitude problem.


After yesterday's soccer session, I felt normal again. It's been a long while, but I've been feeling out of sorts lately. Been showing some serious attitude, and a very explosive temper I thought dormant for some time. Heck, I even got some really good natured, un-pissable people totally infuriated. And I didn't even feel remorseful.. just a tinge of indignation at their lack of tolerance. I'm not even sure if I'll attempt to change.

Anyway, I've been thinking. Being in the same team with Zp and Bobby was really great. Of course, they being Leo's friends, I obviously lack the chemistry their team possesses.. But as Leo puts it, "we've got one heck of an offence." Zp's one siao kia who moves his feet so fast with his superb ball control, it's scary at times. Bobby's some ultra-solid middleman with some neat touches aand a cannonball shot. Of course, I showed exceedingly bad grace, purposely humiliated some possibly nice, over-enthusiastic PRC, and tried to ram some other guy's face because I thought he was showing attitude. Unfortunately I failed.


My all-time court team:

Weixun (gk)
Gan
Josh
Bobby
Zhipeng
Jx
Alphis


Man.. dream team. But sadly I don't think it will ever materialize.


Going back soon. In like 29 mins. Sian.. Don't even have the time to vent my frustrations at Project Superstar. It's totally savage hypocrisy. Maybe next entry.. No offence to Kelly, but her name gives me a weird feeling. And I support her for the wrong reasons.

_'Jx]- faded at 6:42 PM