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Tuesday, January 10, 2006
The long weekend is disappearing in the distance, curtained by the torrents of rain. Rain, rain and more rain.. when will it stop. Deary mornings, followed by lazy afternoons, and then bad-tempered dinner-times.. short fuses blown all around the table. And it's nothing short of a bother; I had to re-write this post at least 4 times because of power cut-offs. I've been trying for the last three days, and ya, it's still raining.
Rain, rain and more rain. Wtf.
I've kind of wasted my last few days staring at the gray skies, dreading today. Keat Hong looms in sight, and I simply loathe it. The initial elation of an unexpected off on Mon has long since worn off.. and despite the huge intake of Timeouts and FRs nothing seems to be working. Tried watching Taxi, and it cheered me up for 10 mins.
I might return tomorrow morning to the office, and find myself already a SGT. The three stripes which I would like for very self-centred and immature reasons.. they don't matter anymore; the money does. But honestly, I would give up my allowance, the whole chunk of it (420? 560? misery amount) just to escape camp. Just to breathe the sweet air of freedom, savour the moments without regimentation.
On the other hand, once I'm in camp, I'll dread leaving it. I'm sorry for the cowardice, trepidation, loser-syndrome whatever.. but I abhor failure, and I failed. It's been two whole years, and I've not made any significant progress.
I hate being blamed for stuff beyond my control. Especially if I tried.
Subash is gone. With him goes the unity, however forced it was.
I just got news that I have one more hour before booking in. That makes up for 5 mins of utter bliss.
_'Jx]- faded at 7:19 PM
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