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Wednesday, January 03, 2007
I've been feeling rather down lately. Mostly it's the Deathnote effect; I can't get a particular scene out of my head. The picture of L living his last moments, finally laying down in that fetal position he always adopts, except now it's forever. And as he drops his trademark candy bar, his hand rests on the photograph of Watari.
It's just very depressing. It transcends the fact that L is my favourite character, and that his quirks and small actions are little more than useless decorations on a colourful figure. I loved this part with all my heart, and hated it to the core. Why must L have feelings? Why must he show human tendencies at the very end, when he was the victorious loser, the king of a world dying under the sun.
"You must have been a great father." Oh I can't bear the weakness in his voice. Someone please kill me.
He is L. He is the genius detective who conquered Light. Why must he have feelings, someone please tell me why.
Maybe it's also because I've sort of formed 'the strongest team'. Not the best, but certainly among the elite. And with my transfer dealings all gone through, I have forsaken myself. The attack is now so loaded I can barely squeeze in, and the ultimate purpose, to create a team which I can enjoy playing with, is gone I fear.
I can't play anymore. Can't take it lightly now that it's upon me.
JX XI. But it doesn't have a Jx.
_'Jx]- faded at 10:25 PM
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