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Sunday, May 27, 2007
it's been the same question that everyone's been asking me. and to some extent it's been something i've been asking myself too. it didn't really materialise out of nowhere; it appeared on the agenda some years back. all this time i should have constructed a mental barrier, or dug some hole to bury myself in.
why make twenty-one years such a misery. i suppose it's just a frank acknowledgement of one's inadequacies. that the last few years of impending maturity did so little to prepare myself for mental setbacks.
on the other hand, it's probably a wise choice to begin throwing the blame to others. it should work sometimes; i see people around me swearing at innocent friends and more often relatives, and it does seem to take the load off. or it could be easier with the shell method. like, hold it over my head and pull in my legs.
anyway, my driving lesson just got cancelled. this guy john, he claims that all his students pass first time. on first thought, it's reassuring to know that i'm not supposed to fail. however, knowing my reckless driving, wouldn't it be a miracle if i pass? there is always this song playing, which varies according to mood, in my head, everytime i come to a bend. believe me, it's not easy to concentrate, especially on monday driving sessions. jolin tsai day includes images.
so i should get my man utd jersey tomorrow? i want one; i'm long due one, for about ten years. i've got a laptop, a dog and a guitar, and i don't have a man utd jersey. just one of the weird things which i can't explain.
it was horrible today. my finishing just deserted me. balance, ground control, the old taking myself pass two and three people, but it just wasn't enough. the fourth person, always there. why don't i just give up and concentrate on pool. my lan skills haven't slipped much; at least not against un-skilled players.
_'Jx]- faded at 10:10 PM
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